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Jammed Gears

Dogs at a Bar

At AA Meetings we admit ones faults and short comings. Because some if not all of us are dysfunctional in some ways.

After a share, revealing a part of myself that describes a few of my many…faults or maladjustments if you will;

I was relieved of some anxiety and [We] decided to celebrate by smoking a cigarette after the meeting.

On the way to a fellowship, i.e. food;___

As I was coming down from admitting my faults and passed transgressions, a set (three) of women pass by. One of which with some exceptional legs.

[Our heads turn]

Delilah: “We need gum.”

Cat: “Go!”

Jeff floored the accelerator.

The hotrod had it’s tires spinning. Drifting… we spilled out the side.

We blew a gasket.

The rest of the group, i.e. Delilah, Gray; went seeking gum at the nearby bodega (corner store).

Granted, with the substantial loss of time, “Legs” and her friends were gone. Delilah, Gray and Cat went to the restaurant to meet the fellowship. After 2-hours of getting fat, ordering a fat plat with some fat salad, washed down with fat juice; Seth and Jeff return with our gum.

With the exemption of two pieces of gum that we share, we ate the whole pack. When I say the whole pack I mean fourteen pieces of gum. Spearmint after spearmint. Granted nobody wants to be “the guy with the breathe” but you have to be “the guy in their face” before you get to the breathe. See also Blow-a-Gasket, also ED Eating Disorder.

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Running through the dark

Hunting…

Hunting for what remains/reminds me. Remains/Reminds me of _____…

And just when I think I found what I’ve [we] been looking for, It’s gone.

Roof top to roof top.

Peering over the allies. Searching, looking, hunting. For what reminds me of…[remains]…

There it is…ripped to pieces… shreds… it’s gone.

What’s that?!

From tree to tree, faster and faster

Deep in the forest. Through the allies and narrow streets.

Faster and faster.

Searching, hunting.

Deeper and deeper.

Darker…darker…

(writings are on past reflections 2/10/2008)

Career/job/work

Well this is a subject of regular thought. Why? Well it’s because you have to pay the bills while you make a living for yourself.

So how does one do that?

Aside from the numerous books and “guides” that discuss it everyone has to figure that out on their own. Does that work? Maybe and maybe not, so lets take a look at it from a different angle. What obligations does one have that allow or inhibit ones ability to fully enjoy their quality of life?
Once one has pointed out their obligations/restraints/inhibitions/etc. How can one readjust those confinements into an activity of regular enjoyment. This does not necessarily mean partying all the time but figuring out what can be done regularly or even periodically without burnout and with growth?

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