Tag Archives: personality

Delilah’s Jealousy

I have a jealous shadow personality.

[How do [We] explain this to people?]

3think

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Acting…maybe I am just crazy.

I have spent most/all of my life Color Bucketsacting. Differently and the same. I behave differently around different people and places. How do you want to see me?.. [I have acted for so long, that I don’t know how to act]

I don’t know. I have never ‘really’ seen my reflection.

The most common response I have received is the a##hole. A drunken childish fool that knows little about anything. Now that that has been revealed, in the past and understood, I can put him to rest, dead. Everybody knows him and nobody likes him, not even us.

So this is where we are.

We are a group of people. You think you know us, we think…perhaps. How do you want to look at me? That is just a ‘trick’ question. We were just asking. That’s all. Just asking. After all we only take our consideration seriously, see ‘worth inquiry’. Everyone else’s thoughts is like a color that splashes off another person, like the reflection off a surface. It is ok, we understand.

Like walking through a forrest of smoke and mirrors. Look at this…just saying. Don’t take us personally, we don’t.

Let’s take off the mask.

[Guess what?]

There is another mask. More like a color shifting to another color. You don’t need to figure us out, it’s not like that’s what we are doing. Do you really want to know what is inside our heads?.. We’ll tell you later.

Like a curtain lifting to another stage, or mirror, or…

How do we think of us?..

There’s a thought?

3think

This is We…talking to you.

Left of Me – Gemini Syndrome

We like this one. This song talks about the splitting of ones’ mind, as a whole piece that shatters/breaks. Leaving both of us broken as one, cause we are two. An introverted description of ones’ thoughts as opposed to what one wonders about when they see their reflection (on the mirror).

Lyrics:

Focus, you’ll lose me
What a stupid game to play
The shadows that haunt me, hide in just the same way

Mother, can you, can you come and save me?
I can’t see you, but I’m afraid to look away
And I’m afraid to say

There’s nothing left of me!
I’m a shell of what I used to be!

No one can take away the things that I remember
The fire that used to burn is now a dying ember

Father, will you, will you try to help me?
I wish I could, I wish I could help you see reality!

There’s nothing left of me!
I’m a shell of what I used to be!
And I wish I could pray,
But no one out there’s listening!

Nothing left of me…
Nothing left of me…

The puzzle’s broken and scatted over the floor
The puzzles broken on the floor

The puzzles broken, its missing pieces
And I was hoping the missing piece was me!

No!

There’s nothing left of me!
I’m a shell of what I used to be!
And I wish I could pray,
But no one out there’s listening!