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Drifting with Delilah

The grey current slowly brings us towards/away from the darkness.
I like spending time with you. We are friends. We will always be friends.

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Currently I am on a voyage that I have always been. Well, maybe not always but has been a regular occurrence in my life. It is that of living in one city then another. Not that I’m upset by it, by no means I am. It is just I have done most of my traveling on a shoe-string budget or as part of a moving ____(one can insert the word carnival here but I don’t think it’s the right word, just the first one to come to mind).

I thank the Lord that I have been blessed with the opportunity to travel and visit different cultures. I do so not just out of leisure but also for work. Finding the right fit for myself in life is an on going development or in my case mutation. Some find their place early in life, some later and some not at all. There are many reasons for this and I can’t get into all of them because I am simply one person. What I can reflect on is myself and see that I adapt by morphing. This transition is not always seamless, actually it is usually rocky and sometimes chaotic. Finding a way to adjust and “surf the wave of life”, as I like to think of it, is an ongoing way of how I exist. Is it the right way?..no. Is it the wrong way?..no. It is just a way.

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Log Entry: July 8, 2013

Hello fellow WordPressers. I’ve had a dry run for the past few months recently. Usually I post up about the Miami Heat kicking butt in the NBA or some new DnB mix that you need to listen too. But as of lately, as in the past year and a half to two years, I have been changing jobs, finishing, school and relocating.

Funny thing about all this is that as I have “accomplished’ each thing/phase in life, I figured I would enter into a different “stage” of my life, be it a new/real career, steady girlfriend, a decent living place with reasonable furnishings and some hobbies that would take up some of my free time.

But the truth is, there is no job/career, no girlfriend, no decent living area, no brag-worthy hobbies. The truth is, the real truth is that there is NO next level. There is no next level because life does not exist in levels.

Make no mistake…this is not some grand epiphany.

This is simply an understanding I have come to revisit time and time again. I continue to revisit because     I stray away…over and over again.

Why?

Because wtf else am I sopost to do? Granted whatever I have been doing with my life, up till now, is completely misguided. What ever ridiculous beliefs I may or may no have about life and/or society really do not matter.

What matters is…

Projection

I love music. Nothing like listening to music when you are trying to think. Now I have Juicy via Biggie play and I’m picturing where i’m going. It may sound certain but it’s because I do not see myself going anywhere else.

Nothing unrealistic just perusing what I value. Life style, quality of life, paying expenses of sorts, etc. It’s do able and I get closer to it every second.

What do you value?

Is it worth spending the rest of your life perusing? For yourself and others?

I Hope so.

3think